Sometime I feel what exactly i'm doing in this world. When i sit and try to figure out and look at my past i really wonder after all the twist and turns i had, what and when could be the possible break even i would have in life. however the break even when i say when would be at a point where i can say this is what i want or if not that this the most optimum life i could have. As we know human wants are unlimited and to satisfy one self you keep carving for something or the other thing. At some point i feel why are we like this. why cann't we little reduce our wants and look of tranquility in life.
Sometime we feel we are at a cross road where we have to make choice, choice between what you want, what you need and what you get. What we want will never get, what we need we never care and what we get, we are not satisfied. same goes with human relationships, we care for those who would never care for us and we don't care those who would care for us. So, it is always this choices that we make actually impact our way of living.we should sit back and understand what could be the right thing, either to be satisfy with what you have or run for something that you would never get. We live in a materialistic world where we care for things more than human beings. we should care people and not any object because object doesn't provide support when you are down. People matter the most would.
We are not sure where we want to go and when things never happen as per your wish you get frustrated and have you ever observed when one things goes wrong, it would be series of things that would go wrong at the same time and it would get accumulated with in you and then you lost hope and connectivity from this world. you are there but you are not there as well. you feel like running away and be disconnected to understand what actually is going on and what could happen next and what could have happened if you could have done something else. This questions keep poping up in your mind and you if think it is all the choice you have made irrespective of whether they were right or wrong. I keep asking myself what should one do or possible can do the undo or mitigate about what happen because of your action. That is a time you actually understand what all factors where there which play what role because of that this thing actually happened and then you realize the choice you have made is a result of that what you get in the end. So, why at first place we made that choices and why know we are feeling so disconnected from the world. I would feel sometime to be invisible or take a pause from life and understand the world in which i'm living and when i come back i would realize that something is wrong which i need to undo and then i set a goal which i believe would be right choice with out considering the uncertainties this world have to offer, yet i will make a decision and move one. It is a vicious cycle which keep pulling you again and again when you the reality and ultimately you would become invisible or more get into you than to the world. but you would forget one thing people would never bother what you do because they would never try to understand, you expect some people to understand you but they would never listen to you and those who are ready to listen to you, you would never say. This also leads to creation of speculation and grapevine. That is the reason i say we care for things than human being and choice we make are the one's which give end result. In order to get the desired result first step would be to make right choices in first place. Be the giver and the not expect-or. Because being invisible would only gonna hurt you and not to others. The only one who would care for yourself would be you yourself.
“It is the big choices we make that set our direction. It is the smallest choices we make that get us to the destination.”
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